No I'm not gonna look at it! Stop forcing me!

 I should be a farmer.

 http://www.liverpoolfc.tv/news/drilldown/N165228090730-1234.htm

18 July.
The Pacific Coffee Company.
Vivo City.



such a waste.
if only my parents weren't there.

studying out seems like a good way to meet new people.

imagine.
"Yet we cannot live our daily lives in a realm of pure ideas, concerned from sense-experience. The question is not, How can we keep the imagination pure, protected from the onslaughts of reality? The question has to be, Can we find a way for the two to coexist"
                                                                                     - David Lurie, Disgrace, J.M. Coetzee

IJC Petition
I totally laughed at this.
I am a student there. And I find it irritating to walk a huge round to get to the main gate.
But a watchdog?
Dude, get a brain. How is a friggin' dog gonna stop the H1N1 virus or stop intruders? Just feed it a doggie treat. And who is gonna clean up after it?

Hmm, science stream losers.

Today I had a wonderful time, thanks to my class 0843B.
After today's last prelim paper (yeah!) we went out to Causeway Point for lunch. Supposed to eat at Swenson's but it was kinda full and we didn't want to be split up. Some of us walked around a bit, stopped by at Popular/CD RAMA 'cos they were showing some video of Michael Jackson (Rest in Peace). After that we decided to go to Breeks Cafe. At that time I already knew that it was also to celebrate my birthday, but I thought it was just lunch. Oh by the way, if you ever stop by Breeks, get the student meal grilled chicken. Awwwesssommmeee. Okay so, some of us added on Soup of the Day and a scoop of ice-cream. I had that too. While I was eating my chocolate ice-cream, Qing suddenly said to me,"Now you have chocolate ice-cream, I hope you still have room for more later."
About a minute later, I understood why she said that. They had ordered that huge ice-cream dessert thing for me. Massive Attack or whatever. There was a candle on top the huge bowl. The staff and my classmates were singing (shouting, actually) the birthday song while everyone else looked at us. The manager or supervisor or whatever position he was holding, but I know he is like the head 'cos he was wearing a different set of uniform, brought an egg over. He said,"This egg I give you all, let you all sabo him."
Hahaha, so I had difficulties finishing the big bowl. Finally managed to convince the rest to help me finish.
Oh, the egg? Someone started playing with it.

Thanks to everyone who was there.
Mira and Nat for your idea or ordering that huge dessert.
Qing for organising.
Winnie for harrassing me.
Othman and Kenneth for buying the CD.
Eve for your spasms.
And everyone again.

Might post pictures another time.
After tomorrow, I'm surrendering my lappy to my parents.
Time to concentrate on my studies. Don't want to get distracted.

take a number
the dream maker says everything will be all right.
is this a waste of time?

It's a typical night out with friends.
At that time, you know something that one of your friends aren't supposed to know.
Just so happens, that secret slipped out and your friend finds out.
It's an embarrassing story, you are shameful about it, no one was supposed to know.
Now your friends know, and start laughing at you.
But hold on, you had the choice to prevent that secret from slipping out.
However, if you had managed to keep it in, you might have lost a loved one and got hurt instead.
See, your loved one wanted you to tell your other friends the truth about an issue.
As much as you wanted to keep your ego and dignity intact, you tried your hardest to admit the secret in the most indirect way possible.
Through a joke.
The joke didn't turn out as well as you hoped, making you the joke.

Which will you choose, to be embarrassed in front of your friends or get hurt?
Go.

What you see on the surface may not be true. Something else may be going on.
What's your point in telling me? Why do you ask?

confutatis maledictis, voca me cum benedictis

Knock yourself out.

I have decided that it is time to place everything in the backseat.
I need to concentrate on my studies now.

Yes everything, inlcuding you.
We'll see what happens after everything.

keep in view
take a leap of faith


arrivederci amore, ciao

 Firstly,
Rest In Peace, Michael Jackson.
You'll be sorely missed.

The social experiment has just begun.
I'm in one of those moods where I can do nothing for hours.
Just don't feel like doing anything.

See you soon. I hope.

 

enter password.
thumbprint scan.
voice recognition.
now smile for the CCTV.
congratulations.
you are now part of a social experiment.

it's a new thing.
tell your friends.

superglue does not always mend broken things.
break out the emergency chocolate.

Heh I took the liberty to colour it too. At least it keeps my mind busy.

Great. I shouldn't have read that so intently. Now I'm feeling troubled again.
And then I read it more than once.


Bah I think I have a problem. Sometimes, well most of the time I tend to read and analyse stuff too deeply. I blame Lit.
The irony is that I should be analysing my Lit texts, not SMSes, blog posts or letters.

Sometimes, just sometimes. It's very possible. To draw a line. Connecting two seemingly. Different ideas.
And sometimes. When you connect two points. Together.
You get the picture.
Just like "Connect The Dots".
Scrollllll down till you see "Flower". Print it out and enjoy, little children.